Hi everyone,
Im just here sitting in my daycare centre,feeling heartbroken and depressed over ny husband of six years who betrays my trust and love for him at the least expected times.The worst thing is it happens wenever im a 100% sure that things are okay with us...but then i guess im jst realizing that his guilty concience actually makes him become overtly nice and i always fall for it.
My people you can then always imagine my shock when i realize the extent of the betrayal!
I end up sinking into deep depression cos i still dont understand what i did to deserve such pain and selfishness from my supposed best friend and confidant!
I cant leave this marraige cos i have 3 beautiful kids and im scared for thier future..but staying in the marriage keeps tearing my soul and destroying my innocent view of life...oh! well lemme pause here, this rant has assisted my despairing mood a little bit...hmmmn..this pain nor be here at all!!
